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For some reason I had a whole anthology series of dreams last night. They all caused a feeling of panic and pressure. The last one I remember I was required to write a song and / or poem so this morning this requirement is stuck in my head and I feel like I need to…

My Garmin VivoSmart 3 has a graph that measures my stress level. Last year I noticed something unusual and I would like to know what it means. I have bitched and complained ad nauseam about my restless sleeping. I am, I am sure, the worlds lightest sleeper and wake up at any noise or movement.…

I have talked before about my ambivalence about my ambivalence. I am both blessed and cursed with the ability to not react. I do not think it was something I was born with, I think it was a learned behavior but in most circumstances it now serves me well. When something happens, some big or…

So interesting reading the world through social media these days. One of the things I’ve noticed is all the people making fun of all the people panicking over the Corona virus, but you know what I haven’t noticed? Anyone actually panicking. Have you? Do you actually see/know anyone who is completely over the top and…

For the last couple of years I have been having infusions every three weeks of Kadcyla. In apples to oranges comparison it has relatively mild side effects. I get nauseated for a couple of days. I’ve been doing it for so long that just looking at the picture made my stomach flip. (You should see…

I have mechanical difficulties with my body. I am structurally not made correctly. I have thoracic outlet syndrome which basically means my top half, shoulder and clavicles and shoulder blades do not leave enough space for my muscles and nerves so things can go bad quickly. – went through physical therapy. Helps temporarily. I have…

Yesterday I hit my finger that I dislocated and broke and now it hurts all over again. My neck is so tight. Maybe I am over-compensating one side for My shoulder is slowly regaining mobility but it still hurts when I move wrong or When I move in my sleep either one should or the…

I love how quickly antibiotics work for me! I feel so much better now that the UTI is receding I am so happy with my new little car! I keep looking for reasons to drive someplace but it is too cold I have a massage scheduled in FIVE days! Hannah is amazing Yesterday I got…

It is difficult to explain to a new doctor why you did not realize you had something new wrong with you for so long. I have been feeling bad for a while, but could not really put my finger on why. I thought maybe it was just lack of sunshine, yay ohio in winter, or…