I had dreams involving sickness and skin blisters and fingers turning black,and snakes, so many snakes. I have approximately 10023 things to do today. Mostly just involving moving things away from walls and creating clear paths to all the windows because tomorrow is new window & storm door day...
Just a Tuesday
I am feeling so disconnected from everything lately. I am sure there is a large percentage of the population who feels exactly the same way I do. I just want to sit in my chair and eat chocolate and ignore everything and everybody. I am not sad or anything,...
Planning for the worst, hoping for the best
It’s just what I’ve always done. I’ve always had a thought that one day I would wake up blind, ever since I was very young. Even to this day I think about it and mentally prepare myself for what I would do.Not having a landline phone would put a...
Holy Chemo Brain Batman!
I said to myself – Oh …I want to type that thought out. I think I will drop it on my blog. I clicked on Chrome, I clicked on my blog, and now I do not remember. Let’s see how long it takes me to remember. EDIT! Oh I...
My not New Car
It’s funny to be at an age that when thinking of a new car you start thinking of it being your last car. My car is a 2012 so everything falls out of warranty very soon. My car has been great and I would highly recommend. It is also...
Always Something New
Today I have my first appointment with a CranioSacral Therapist. I really like eating new food, and trying new experiences EXCEPT I dislike going to a place for the first time. It causes me anxiety. I spend a long time figuring out where it is, where will I park?...
Whine or Wine?
A little of both! Today I went and bought some wine glasses. That is a big thing. We’ve been out for a long time and drinking wine out of common drinkware like peasants. I was also finally able to schedule someone to detail the interior of my car. I...
Night Time Schedule
11:00 pm – Sleep……. 12:00 am – Sleep….. 01:00 am – Sleep…. 02:00 am – sleep?? 03:00 am – FRANK! 04:00 am – NIGHTMARES OF BEING STABBED IN THE FOREHEAD !AAHHHHH Head & Neck Spasms!!! OH HOLY FUCK! THAT HURTS!! 04:10 am – UP – Ice pack retreived 04:40...
Just a ramble
Last night I dreamed I went to Manderly…er..uh..no, that’s not right. Last night I dreamed I was at my amazing Camp Mak-A-Dream and it was horrible! Instead of days of laughter and love and feeling accepted and cared for I was in a cabin with a group of people...
It’s Hereditary
When you come to my house to pick something up, if I know you well enough, you will also find candy in your package. Doesn’t matter if you’re picking up papers, or a doll or a box of food, there will be candy or if you’re very lucky my...