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  • I force myself

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    to talk These days because it feels like I just keep saying the same thing over and over again. I have some extra medical issues going on which I think is probably an explanation for why I feel so defeated and blah. Today is Monday and I had/am having the worse chemo recovery that I…

  • Stuff

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    And Nonsense Remember when I use to write everyday? Nah, me neither. Looking forward to warm weather for more than three days in a row. Everything just seems nicer when you can sit outside with a cup of tea. I do most of my reading on my iPad mini which is quite old and has…

  • Accidental Penpals?

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    I frequently get emails that are not for me. Apparently my name is very common. Sometimes if I’m in a mood, I will hit Reply. While searching in my email for something else, I ran across this one from 10 years ago.This was one of the funnier ones. Mon, Dec 8, 2014 at 8:27 AM,…

  • Slapping at Windmills

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    My Quest for Sleep Last month my sleep issues decided to just lose their every loving mind and became unbearable. My ambien even stopped working. Then one night I slept. One glorious wonderful night. I was determined to repeat this magical event so I did everything the same the next day. Ate the same foods,…

  • Nightmares

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    uhg I have been having so much trouble sleeping the last few months. I start waking up at 11:30 and then every 30 minutes or so after that. I do the start falling asleep and then startle awake all night. I do not seem to sleep really deeply until about 6am. Not really working with…

  • Just Catching Up

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    Okay – not really, just emptying my brain You can understand without agreeing. I am of course talking about Trump followers. I recently noticed that when Trump posts obviously inaccurate statements he now credits the source. I think this is an interesting look at his personality. I know people who do this. The pushing the…

  • Cinnamon Cookie Recipe

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    I bought some beautiful organic cinnamon and ever since have been looking for ways to use it. So good for you! I tried a few cinnamon cookie recipes and then started taking bits and pieces that I liked and made it my own with some additions. This is my final recipe. I usually double it…

  • Life Insurance

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    aka The Good Samaritan? I had an interesting conversation yesterday with someone that made me delve into the world of life insurance. They said that one of their old, from childhood policies contacted them and offered them a free cancer screening blood test. I will assume that it is this one: Galleri I could not…

  • Where is the moment we needed the most? You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

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    I had a bad day yesterday. I am not sure what happened. I just crashed. Lost all energy, couldn’t think, couldn’t focus, couldn’t sit up.The only thing I can think is that usually the days after chemo I really take it easy and this time I had things to do every day. Nothing major, nothing…

  • Modest Mouse

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    Float On I have now, since last Monday developed floaters in my eye. There should really be a more dignified term. I am not happy about this turn of events AT ALL and they better just go away. Mine looks sort of like this but it’s one large wormy looking one that is much darker…