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  • Maybe I just need a nice Chianti

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    I’m angry today. It’s my low chemical day which makes me cranky. Usually I am a quiet kind of cranky during chemo week but today I am starting to feel ragey. I’ve been thinking about it all day and trying to really narrow in on what is going on. I have figured out what is…

  • Tuesday

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    To-Do List Empty dishwasher Empty Dryer Water Plants Wait for Stupid Delivery Figure out if I ordered a skirt in my sleep or if it was a dream *nope, it was real. Amazon needs a timer feature Go do some book-keeping Yoga Stretches (maybe schedule an appointment with Hannah too – I think I’ve waited…

  • Another post about Kinesio Tape

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    I had kinesio tape on my right leg for about 36 hours to help with my lymphedema. I was complaining to my neighbor the other day about how annoying it is because my legs are skinny so when I look down I see them bloated and fat and I get NO sympathy because no one…

  • When the Wind Blows

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    Got Up. Drank Coffee. Fed the Dogs. Took a nap. Not my normal way to start the day. I feel very heavy. Allergies? I feel like I could sleep another 12 hours if the world would let me. All plans for today cancelled. Well, okay. I didn’t actually have any plans for today. I don’t…

  • I Whisk I had an Answer

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    I have mixed feelings about whisks. They are such a wonderful handy tool to use in the kitchen………… but I had a traumatic experience with a whisk. I don’t remember what I was making but I grabbed a whisk and started mixing and then it happened. Brackish gross water dripped out of the whisk into…

  • Autism & ADHD & Acceptance

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    I stumbled across this interview this morning and I thought it was interesting. I watch (ed) both of his shows. They’re quirky but in some ways very real. When I watch them I see so much of my own family in them. I do not deal with ADHD or ADD or Autism for myself but…

  • Birds

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    My problem is I never remember what they are when I see them. 🙁

  • Huh….

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    I lost another point in visceral fat. In the last 15 or so years since I have started paying a lot of attention to my health and well being and owned a scale that measures visceral fat I have only one other time lost visceral fat. Visceral fat is bad. It’s the fat that coats…

  • Time to Go Hide

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    I find myself wanting to post really mean things on social media. I mean do you see a problem with that mentality? Just be nice and do what you need to do to feel good about yourself without expecting something in return.

  • Just another morning

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    Planning my week. Or unplanning? Today is chemo day (immediate wave of nausea typing that) so not much will happen today or tomorrow. Wednesday will be okay, Thursday I should get it with a fever. I wonder if there is anything I can do to either stop that or bring it on earlier. I have…