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I find myself wanting to post really mean things on social media. I mean do you see a problem with that mentality? Just be nice and do what you need to do to feel good about yourself without expecting something in return.

Planning my week. Or unplanning? Today is chemo day (immediate wave of nausea typing that) so not much will happen today or tomorrow. Wednesday will be okay, Thursday I should get it with a fever. I wonder if there is anything I can do to either stop that or bring it on earlier. I have…

I had dreams involving sickness and skin blisters and fingers turning black,and snakes, so many snakes. I have approximately 10023 things to do today. Mostly just involving moving things away from walls and creating clear paths to all the windows because tomorrow is new window & storm door day as long as the weather stays…

I am feeling so disconnected from everything lately. I am sure there is a large percentage of the population who feels exactly the same way I do. I just want to sit in my chair and eat chocolate and ignore everything and everybody. I am not sad or anything, just a hermit. There is no…

It’s just what I’ve always done. I’ve always had a thought that one day I would wake up blind, ever since I was very young. Even to this day I think about it and mentally prepare myself for what I would do.Not having a landline phone would put a crimp in my ability to blindly…

I said to myself – Oh …I want to type that thought out. I think I will drop it on my blog. I clicked on Chrome, I clicked on my blog, and now I do not remember. Let’s see how long it takes me to remember. EDIT! Oh I remember! That only took like four…

It’s funny to be at an age that when thinking of a new car you start thinking of it being your last car. My car is a 2012 so everything falls out of warranty very soon. My car has been great and I would highly recommend. It is also in very very good shape for…

Today I have my first appointment with a CranioSacral Therapist. I really like eating new food, and trying new experiences EXCEPT I dislike going to a place for the first time. It causes me anxiety. I spend a long time figuring out where it is, where will I park? Where will I enter? When someone…

A little of both! Today I went and bought some wine glasses. That is a big thing. We’ve been out for a long time and drinking wine out of common drinkware like peasants. I was also finally able to schedule someone to detail the interior of my car. I know that it doesn’t seem like…

11:00 pm – Sleep……. 12:00 am – Sleep….. 01:00 am – Sleep…. 02:00 am – sleep?? 03:00 am – FRANK! 04:00 am – NIGHTMARES OF BEING STABBED IN THE FOREHEAD !AAHHHHH Head & Neck Spasms!!! OH HOLY FUCK! THAT HURTS!! 04:10 am – UP – Ice pack retreived 04:40 am – whimper, whimper, whimper 05:00…