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  • Everybody Sing, Everybody Dance

    I am really missing not having chemo infusions. I didn’t realize how good I felt on my six weeks off until I had one. I’m so blah…. No energy, slightly nauseated. But you know…not dead, so there’s that. I have had the song All Night Long stuck in my head for WEEKS.

  • My List

    This is my list of my physician diagnosed medical conditions. Starting from the top down Migraines Migraine associated vertigo Meniere’s Disease I have another diagnosed vestibular disorder which for some reason I just cannot land on the name of! It’s a malformation of the ear drum or canal and causes this weird reaction to loud…

  • Well…

    Christmas was really a non-event this year. I am not any religion and we as a family do not put any religious significance on the holiday. For us it’s one of the few days where the whole family, all 8 to 10 of us, are in one room eating and laughing. Sometimes games, sometimes presents,…

  • I have nothing to say

    But yet, here I am. 🙂 I was thinking today about letting go of people. My nature is to be helpful and to make all the people love me. What do you think the chances are that all the people I have run into in the last five decades were good kind people who didn’t…

  • Location Location Location

    Last years flu shot: sick, super sore for days, hard to move arm this years flu shot: a little sore, 4 hours low fever and headache.

  • Wasted days and wasted nights

    I had big plans yesterday! I did none of them. I woke up with headache that just would not go away. I was very happy to reliaze this morning that I did not have a headache. I do however have what I call a headache hangover. Everything feels muffled and when I move wrong I…

  • Surprise!

    I follow a lot of people with cancer on Instagram, and unintentionally on Facebook. We all find each other. I have been following someone and vice versa for a couple of years who has a very aggressive form of cancer. I know multiple people who have died from this particular form some of them close…

  • You Wouldn’t like me when I’m angry!

    Not really true, these days you probably wouldn’t even notice. I’m pretty docile. Mostly because I just don’t care. If someone makes me mad – poof – they disappear. I no longer notice them. EXCEPT – the oddest thing made me mad this week. Well, mad is probably way to strong of a word. You…

  • Hey! I resemble that remark!

    I am reading a book called Tiny Habits, The Small Changes that Change Everything by BJ Fogg for a class. When looking for CEU’s I picked this one because it seemed like a useful skill set to have when working with people who had bad food habits. I started the book and just really could…

  • Ugh

    My back / front hurts again in the spot where I had the big lung tumor. It’s that same stabby pinching feeling. I know it’s 98% probably the scar tissue. Doesn’t matter I hate this feeling. I know I’ve talked about it before so I guess I could go check and see if it happens…