Author: Tracy

I get a CTScan every three months. It’s a requirement, along with an echocardiogram of the chemo med I am on. Thankfully technology allows me to see the results as soon as they are read. Normally I get my CT’s early in the day and the results are listed within a few hours. Yesterday’s CT…

I think I am a realist about most things. Facts are facts, and history does often repeat itself. This conversation with myself is not going in the direction you may expect. Having said all of that, why….. When I see myself walking by the mirror or on my camera I see a large woman. I…

Estrogen is not my friend It causes me many migraines I thought I was done with all this garbage a long time ago But no. The doctors keeps telling me that estrogen cream does not enter the blood stream But yet….here I sit blinded. Bastards.

Last night at not a real time o’clock I woke up with a muscle cramp in my calf. It was so bad the muscle (s) tensed up from the bottom of my foot all the way to middle of my rear! OMG I was one giant muscle cramp on the right side. I got it…

Since all my talk the last couple of days has been about my lower body I thought I would keep it going. I grabbed a pair of shorts this morning and then realized I had grabbed them from the no longer fits me pile. Tried them on and THEY FIT! Woo! I think I only…

It’s funny because this conversation has come up in different situations a couple of times in the last week. When someone says my cancer has spread to my {insert vital organ} I feel so bad for them. I don’t want to say anything to them because I feel like their situation is so bad that…

Got Up. Drank Coffee. Fed the Dogs. Took a nap. Not my normal way to start the day. I feel very heavy. Allergies? I feel like I could sleep another 12 hours if the world would let me. All plans for today cancelled. Well, okay. I didn’t actually have any plans for today. I don’t…

I have mixed feelings about whisks. They are such a wonderful handy tool to use in the kitchen………… but I had a traumatic experience with a whisk. I don’t remember what I was making but I grabbed a whisk and started mixing and then it happened. Brackish gross water dripped out of the whisk into…

I stumbled across this interview this morning and I thought it was interesting. I watch (ed) both of his shows. They’re quirky but in some ways very real. When I watch them I see so much of my own family in them. I do not deal with ADHD or ADD or Autism for myself but…