Tag: Kadcyla
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Where is the moment we needed the most? You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.
I had a bad day yesterday. I am not sure what happened. I just crashed. Lost all energy, couldn’t think, couldn’t focus, couldn’t sit up.The only thing I can think is that usually the days after chemo I really take it easy and this time I had things to do every day. Nothing major, nothing…
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YYYYYYAAAAAGGGGGGG
I woke up so angry this morning. I mean brow furrowed kick the cat (I never would) angry. Then I took my Boniva with water and had to wait an hour for my normally scheduled coffee. Everything on my body is stiff. Not sore, just stiff. I do not know what I was doing in…
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Anderson Cooper
No, only incidentally I was listening to an interview with A.C. About his podcast this morning. His podcast is about dealing with grief. He has listened to 46 hours worth of voice mails from people talking about their grief. This got my brain wobbling along on one of its favorite tracks. It is not healthy…
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Can you my darlin’
Can you picture this… I had an interesting (to me) realization about my brain at two this morning that I am hoping once I identified the problem I can work toward a solution. I am having trouble picturing things in my head. One of the ways I have always calmed my brain or problem solved…
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NPH
Yesterday was a no good very bad day Yesterday was Day #1 after chemo which is the worst day. It also happened to fall on the day I was scheduled to take my monthly Boniva. Based on my previous two months I knew the Boniva would make me feel nauseated. I thought well, might as…
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A Title Goes Here
Oh and here should be a second title Sometimes I enjoy writing when I am not quite awake. When my brain is not putting up guards and my internal voice is not correcting every I say. Today is Boniva day so I am just now sipping my first cup of coffee. This week includes nausea…
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Sweating it!
OFFS! I cannot remember if I already talked about this! One of the things that aggravated me when I counted calories and effort via technology was my lack of heart rate raising. I take beta-blockers for high blood pressure and it made it difficult to raise my HR & BP enough for devices to accurately…
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Fatigue, Food & Blood
I have been talking to this page in my head since last Wednesday but have not typed it out. Then the other day someone posted on their FB on the subject I wanted to talk about and I started feeling silly about talking about my problem after they talked about their similar problem because theirs…
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Sigh…
I am missing things that I interact with regularly. One of them is my Garmin watch. It has broken. I thought I would probably try to not replace it. Do I really need it? why, yes…I DO! It is just bizarre to me how many times I have looked down at my wrist in the…
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ARRRRRRRGGGGG!
(And not in the talk like a pirate day) I use to do posts where I just bullet pointed all the things that were aggravating me. Nothing big, just a way to get the complaints out of me and let go. Maybe I should start that again because I can feel the annoyances building up…