Author: Tracy

  • The sound of a brook

    I have not been sleeping well for the last week.* I’ve always had a certain sleep pattern. Fall asleep in seconds then wake up between 2 and 3am, stay awake for 30 minutes then out. But on the bad weeks my 2am wake up includes 3 hours of restless annoyance before I fall asleep for…

  • My life in a yarn bowl

    I have this little yarn bowl. It holds everything but yarn. It can’t hold yarn because #1 I rarely use balls of yarn and #2 it’s full of other stuff. The other day after much effort and water and slippery lotion I took of my wedding ring. My arthritis in that particular finger had caused…

  • Fingers, Toes & Hatred

    Anti-Semitism I’ve been hearing so much about anti-semitism the last few months I wanted to say something. I’ve always been conscious of my ability to put myself in another persons mind and understand their feelings. It took me a long time to realize that understanding is not the same as sympathizing. But I 100% do…

  • Buddhism, food, arguments

    A couple of weeks ago I went through and unsubscribed from a bunch of social media feeds. Mostly FB groups that didn’t serve me anymore. I kept the ones that give me good ideas or just have pretty pictures. There are a couple of pretty strong themes in my interests, mostly food. One of the…

  • Things and Stuff

    Have you ever heard of binaural beats? I used them for many years for pain and found them very helpful. Also helpful for sleep. I’ve been angry at the world for the last week or so because of a puppy, the news, and court TV. We took in a very neglected puppy for a night…

  • Grossness Ahead!

    I have been on antibiotics for 9 days. Relatively speaking these have been pretty gentle antibiotics to my sad digestive system. I had chemo on Tuesday. I would NOT suggest doing both at the same time. I am the official cat caretaker for out of town family. I made a pronouncement after the last one…

  • Nnnnooooooooo!

    Yesterday I felt funny. I kept thinking I had a sore throat but I didn’t. It wasn’t until last night that I figured out that I had swollen glands in my neck and it hurts when I swallow but not in my throat, only out of my throat. Last night I had multiple dreams about…

  • Schrodinger’s Mega Millions

    A few weeks ago I played the Mega Millions lottery for the first time. The next day I discovered I had some of the numbers and I thought that was pretty nice! I didn’t think it was as nice when I discovered that I had won $12.00 not the $100,000 that I thought would be…

  • I tried to steal a dog bed at Costco today

    So this is what happened…. I went to Costco with Mr. Murray and we were looking at dog beds. He may, or may not, have a strange obsession with buying dog beds. I’m more of a throw a blanket down there. So he finds a nice dog bed for big dog. Even cooler they are…

  • Random Bits and Pieces

    Two more weeks of Chemo Vacation!!! 🙂 Today I am picking up dinner from the local Vegan chef and my sister should be coming over. I’m excited for her to try this good food! We’ll be having Lemon Pasta Primavera and Italian Wedding Soup. Mmmmmm I’ve been thinking about writing something about the word malleable.…