Author: Tracy

I started watching Polyamory on Showtime this morning and only made it to episode 3. I seem to have a 3 episode line for things to catch my attention. I just found it incredibly boring. I have no problem with people practicing polyamory in any of it’s forms. I know a couple of years ago…

I feel like I am one more comment away from turning into a screaming banshee harridan who is forever banned from any social media. I am going to try and word this carefully so that a minimum of people will be offended. If I hear the word “triggered” one more time I am going to…

Something made me angry right before I went to bed. It was just a small online interaction but it touched on something that has been bothering me about the world. Then I woke up after a restless night and a dream of chaos. Just 100 things all happening at once to interfere with taking care…

I do love the symmetry of the date today. 2019 was a difficult year for me. I feel kind of old and worn out. I’ve been suffering from the crazy fatigue that comes with Kadcyla and my body is having all sorts of mechanical issues. I was working on figuring out all my WordPress accounts…

I am not always the nicest person. I am not always (ever) the most sympathetic or caring person. Sometimes I am selfish. I put myself first frequently. I am entirely too sarcastic and when I get uncomfortable I sometimes say hurtful things unintentionally with the actual intended result being laughter. When I am speaking to…

“We both have Truths, are mine the same as yours?”* A popular phrase in the last years has been “Speaking your truth”. In my house this usually elicits a loud vocal response from my husband. Something along the line of “truth is truth, you can’t have your own truth”. Last night watching, or reading something…

Everything is irritating me this last week. I search a lot of recipes. Mostly just for fun, occasionally I’ll twist them until three are unrecognizable and make them. What I never do is watch them on video. Stop with the YouTube Recipes! Write the damn thing down! If you have a food and or nutrition…

I ripped the skin off of my arm WHILE I WAS SLEEPING! Come On! I felt it rip when I moved my arm. Finally started thinking about food for Christmas dinner.Usually someone volunteers to cook something for the carnivores but so far we are 100% vegetarian. My favorite part has definitely become dressing the table.…

Somehow in the last few years a part of my personality has evolved and it came to my attention recently. I think it is a good thing. I think I, at this more advanced age am finally finding balance in my need to be liked / need to be genuine. This morning this image was…

Today Facebook reminded me that this week, two years ago, was the last time I had a biopsy result with a positive find of cancer. Shortly after I switched chemo drugs and then at Christmas had the SBRT – aka laser knife – radiation on the tumor. So, coming up on two years NED again.…