Month: January 2020

  • Just touching base with myself

    Just a little whining. My sleep pattern is just driving me over the edge. I go to sleep at my normal bedtime and I am lucky because I have always fallen asleep really quickly. Then 2am rolls around and I wake up. From 2 to 5 am I sleep in 30 minute increments. So I…

  • Ambivalent

    I started watching Polyamory on Showtime this morning and only made it to episode 3. I seem to have a 3 episode line for things to catch my attention. I just found it incredibly boring. I have no problem with people practicing polyamory in any of it’s forms. I know a couple of years ago…

  • Blocking Imminent

    I feel like I am one more comment away from turning into a screaming banshee harridan who is forever banned from any social media. I am going to try and word this carefully so that a minimum of people will be offended. If I hear the word “triggered” one more time I am going to…

  • $#!%!@!!!!

    Something made me angry right before I went to bed. It was just a small online interaction but it touched on something that has been bothering me about the world. Then I woke up after a restless night and a dream of chaos. Just 100 things all happening at once to interfere with taking care…

  • 01 01 2020

    I do love the symmetry of the date today. 2019 was a difficult year for me. I feel kind of old and worn out. I’ve been suffering from the crazy fatigue that comes with Kadcyla and my body is having all sorts of mechanical issues. I was working on figuring out all my WordPress accounts…