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I am becoming a (ci)Pro at being sick!
It is difficult to explain to a new doctor why you did not realize you had something new wrong with you for so long. I have been feeling bad for a while, but could not really put my finger on why. I thought maybe it was just lack of sunshine, yay ohio in winter, or…
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Mini – Focus
So this is what happened. A few months ago Sean was in an accident and the car was totaled. It was very important for his brand new job that he have a car so he started taking my car. All Good. When I needed to be somewhere I got up early and took Corey to…
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Tithe or ………
I may have talked about this years ago but it came up again so I will talk again. I was poor, hard scrabble, rolling pennies, going without kind of poor, for a long time. I’m not good at poor, but we did what we had to do. My kids didn’t go hungry but they sure…
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Project 1619
Have you heard of this? https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2019/08/14/magazine/1619-america-slavery.html I just looked it up and thinks it is interesting. I have not spent much time researching but it did spark a train of thought. What would America look like if that first ship having docked was turned away and told NO, of course we do not want to…
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Just touching base with myself
Just a little whining. My sleep pattern is just driving me over the edge. I go to sleep at my normal bedtime and I am lucky because I have always fallen asleep really quickly. Then 2am rolls around and I wake up. From 2 to 5 am I sleep in 30 minute increments. So I…
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Ambivalent
I started watching Polyamory on Showtime this morning and only made it to episode 3. I seem to have a 3 episode line for things to catch my attention. I just found it incredibly boring. I have no problem with people practicing polyamory in any of it’s forms. I know a couple of years ago…
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Blocking Imminent
I feel like I am one more comment away from turning into a screaming banshee harridan who is forever banned from any social media. I am going to try and word this carefully so that a minimum of people will be offended. If I hear the word “triggered” one more time I am going to…
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$#!%!@!!!!
Something made me angry right before I went to bed. It was just a small online interaction but it touched on something that has been bothering me about the world. Then I woke up after a restless night and a dream of chaos. Just 100 things all happening at once to interfere with taking care…
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01 01 2020
I do love the symmetry of the date today. 2019 was a difficult year for me. I feel kind of old and worn out. I’ve been suffering from the crazy fatigue that comes with Kadcyla and my body is having all sorts of mechanical issues. I was working on figuring out all my WordPress accounts…
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Muses, meeces, mices
I am not always the nicest person. I am not always (ever) the most sympathetic or caring person. Sometimes I am selfish. I put myself first frequently. I am entirely too sarcastic and when I get uncomfortable I sometimes say hurtful things unintentionally with the actual intended result being laughter. When I am speaking to…