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I have patterns. For the last however long in the mornings I do my 15 minutes of stretching and body lifting and then I do 20-30 minutes of cardio. It is equipment dependent not ambition dependent. I have gained a lot of muscle and moved around a lot of fat and I am feeling pretty…

This is day 4 for the Dashing Diva nail strips. I didn’t have a lot of hope for these because the package said you could peel them off for removal. Don’t ever peel things off of your nails especially if your nails are thin like mine, I don’t care what a the package says. Yesterday…

Despite the picture in the context of the last two weeks nail strips experiment this post is not about nails but about arthritis of all things! I have arthritis in quite a few of my joints and a recent bout of sudden onset pain in my fingers has me wondering. The arthritis has appeared within…

I get a CTScan every three months. It’s a requirement, along with an echocardiogram of the chemo med I am on. Thankfully technology allows me to see the results as soon as they are read. Normally I get my CT’s early in the day and the results are listed within a few hours. Yesterday’s CT…

I think I am a realist about most things. Facts are facts, and history does often repeat itself. This conversation with myself is not going in the direction you may expect. Having said all of that, why….. When I see myself walking by the mirror or on my camera I see a large woman. I…

Estrogen is not my friend It causes me many migraines I thought I was done with all this garbage a long time ago But no. The doctors keeps telling me that estrogen cream does not enter the blood stream But yet….here I sit blinded. Bastards.

Last night at not a real time o’clock I woke up with a muscle cramp in my calf. It was so bad the muscle (s) tensed up from the bottom of my foot all the way to middle of my rear! OMG I was one giant muscle cramp on the right side. I got it…

Since all my talk the last couple of days has been about my lower body I thought I would keep it going. I grabbed a pair of shorts this morning and then realized I had grabbed them from the no longer fits me pile. Tried them on and THEY FIT! Woo! I think I only…

It’s funny because this conversation has come up in different situations a couple of times in the last week. When someone says my cancer has spread to my {insert vital organ} I feel so bad for them. I don’t want to say anything to them because I feel like their situation is so bad that…

This is a view of my neighbors house (sort of) from my back deck. As you can see the are very close. 40 feet? There is a stockade fence between us. The have lived there about 2 years? Maybe less. It’s a man and a woman. I have spoken to them a couple of times…