Author: Tracy

  • Civil Liberties or Right to Justice?

    I’ve been watching the Innocence Files on NetFlix recently and it got me thinking about DNA. Do you think it is ethical/right or a violation of civil liberties for people/police/lawyers to be able to submit DNA into the now publicly available DNA – Ancestry databases and look for a match or a relative? I have…

  • Things the Spirits don’t want you to know apparently* **

    My new pattern for the last couple of weeks includes a few hours of sitting with a crochet project and mindless television going in the background. This keeps both my hands and my brain occupied without the use of a tablet and news/social media intruding on my fantasy life. Ironically my choice of programming is…

  • Why I am Better (at this) than You

    I was taught that no matter how hard I tried to do something it was not going to be enough. There was always going to be something that could be done better. That translated into always having to prove that I could do things as an adult. I mean there are some things I cannot…

  • No Really…

    Today is a cranky day. I am cranky. I wallow in my crankiness today. Since my instagram is Cranky_Tracy this should not be a surprise to anyone. On a whim I searched for my CrankyVegetarian Insty as a domain and got it! So whomever let crankyvegetarian.com lapse, thanks! Yesterday I had my infusion of drugs…

  • Sleepy heart-rate

    So a few weeks ago I noticed the Stress Setting on my Garmin App had weirdness when it came to sleeping. I’ve always had difficulty sleeping. I fall asleep quickly but then wake up frequently. Last night was terrible. This morning when I became coherent I checked my Garmin app and sure enough last nights…

  • Protected: Fuck Off

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  • Another Scathingly Brilliant Idea!

    Here’s what we should do. Every person should buy a $20.00 gift card from one of their favorite local businesses and mail it to me with in a self-addressed stamped envelope. I’ll collect them for say , a month, and then at the end of month I will do a random draw and fill every…

  • So Much Pressure!

    For some reason I had a whole anthology series of dreams last night. They all caused a feeling of panic and pressure. The last one I remember I was required to write a song and / or poem so this morning this requirement is stuck in my head and I feel like I need to…

  • My Name’s Blurry Face

    My Garmin VivoSmart 3 has a graph that measures my stress level. Last year I noticed something unusual and I would like to know what it means. I have bitched and complained ad nauseam about my restless sleeping. I am, I am sure, the worlds lightest sleeper and wake up at any noise or movement.…

  • Talk to Me

    I have talked before about my ambivalence about my ambivalence. I am both blessed and cursed with the ability to not react. I do not think it was something I was born with, I think it was a learned behavior but in most circumstances it now serves me well. When something happens, some big or…