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I have put a lot of disgusting things in mouth
But last nights was so bad I think I had nightmares about it. And the smell….like really strong garlic bologna that sat in the sun before the picnic. I am also definitely having a height problem. If I put it on the floor Frank will definitely try and use it as a scratching post but…
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Scrub A Dub Dub
I wish I was in a Pub That is a lie, I do not, I have not had alcohol in 7 months and I do not like crowds. But it was a good rhyme! If you have carpet or in my case large rugs and animals go ahead and spend the $150 buy a heated…
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You can’t always control the wind, but you can control your sails.
-Dr. Bob Chope My sleep was the tiniest bit better last night so I am holding onto the hope that we are almost done with this particular cycle of insomnia. HOWEVER – I fucking woke up in AFIB! Okay, that was an overly dramatic way of saying it. It was either pretty mild or I…
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Car
Ranky I am averaging six hours and eleven minutes of very interrupted sleep a night for the last 8 days.* I have dropped into REM sleep three nights and each time had anxiety dreams. Not nightmares per se, just unpleasant and filled with anxiety .I do not know why, and I do not like it.…
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A Fountain
I overflow with leaves that are slowly deteriorating I took care of a few chores today so now I am reading. I have been slowly reading a scary book. Slowly because I just was not finding the right circumstances to read. When I read I do not listen to music. I like to immerse myself…
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Blurry Life
Blurry Face Some days my vision is blurrier than others. Age? Tired eyes? Cataracts? I keep reading things incorrectly. My hearing is also blurry. I hear but the words do not always make sense. Just like listening to the wrong language. Sometimes my face is blurry too. When I am tired or dehydrated. So it…
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Smaug
There be dragons! I had another Afib episode last night and it made me mad! My brain gets very angry when I cannot, if not control, at least understand why something is happening. I had some flutters (cardiologist word, not mine) late evening then later after being asleep for about 30 minutes woke up in…
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it’s only tuesday
Let me tell you about my inauspicious start to July! Last week I felt funny. Dizzy, out of sorts. Kept walking sideways into things, okay cool, we know this one. Vestibular issue. Just keep going Then I spent the afternoon at a friends came home, took care of the animals, fixed myself some lunch DOWN…
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Nibbles
Just bits and pieces For the last three days every time I eat I get a little nauseated. Not a lot, just enough to make me cautious. Does not seem to matter how much or what I eat, as for as something hits my stomach it feels like I have been on a spinning ride…