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Oh FFS!

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Is there always this kind of weirdness about the Super Bowl halftime show and I’ve just been not noticing? It’s just music people! I actually watched most of the game which is fairly unusual. The difference in having a television that allows me to actually see the football in someones hand was quite significant.

I have been sleeping so well lately that I just want to sleep all day. It’s warm and soft and lovely in bed EXCEPT about 5am this morning when the calves in both of my legs cramped up! I can’t even tell you the contortions that happened as I went from a sound sleep to an OH SHIT what HELL is going on!! I think at one point I may have levitated off the bed.

I was just watching a few episodes of a documentary series on Amazon Prime – called (I think) Always Jane. It is about an 18 year old transwoman. I hope that I would have been as good as her parents at just rolling with the changes and making sure she felt loved and secure. Also – if you have to have two front doors you are have too much money, give me some.

I’m feeling a little cranky and out of sorts lately. I think it’s just the cold but I really want to snap at people. There are many things I haven’t said to the world that would probably have gotten me slapped.

I would be a good bully. I have the power.

I am not though, mostly.

That is all. Stay warm. 🙂

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7 responses to “Oh FFS!”

  1. Susan Joos Avatar
    Susan Joos

    I actually watched (most of) the Super Bowl, too. I did not enjoy the half time show so I didn’t watch most of that. I didn’t think the commercials were that good, either, which is what I usually regret missing.

    Oh those muscle cramps! They can be BRUTAL!!!

    I was pretty cranky for several weeks because I suspect the potassium the doctor prescribed at my last visit was messing with my vitamin B12. I have to keep on top of that or I can get very weird and I feel terrible. But it always takes some time for me to figure that out.🤦‍♀️

    I would not make a good bully. I think.

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    1. Tracy Avatar
      Tracy

      I danced the whole half time show. 🙂

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      1. Susan Joos Avatar
        Susan Joos

        I was just thinking that it was great for a dance party, lol! Just not my kind of music.

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  2. Nina Avatar
    Nina

    I didn’t watch the Super Bowl. I didn’t have the energy to care!

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  3. itsmemb Avatar
    itsmemb

    There is nothing that feels better than when sleep is good BUT those awful leg cramps are terrible!!! I hope you are not having them too often.

    I have not seen Always Jane. I forget about Amazon Prime so I don’t look there too often.

    I have been super impressed with basketball player, Dwayne Wade and actress, Gabrielle Union on their support of their transgender child. I think it is really helpful to parents of transgender children to have such good and supportive role models.

    I am sorry you are feeling out of sorts. This time of year and the world events do that sort of thing to me. This is the time of year that Craig and I used to go to the conservatories. I love that warm humid air and the smell of dirt. It makes me feel better about life.

    You are very smart, quick witted and strong. You could be a ferocious bully. I am glad you aren’t.

    I hope you can find whatever it is that you need to make you feel better. Love and hugs!

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    1. Tracy Avatar
      Tracy

      I was just thinking about a conservatory yesterday. The warmth, the smell of the dirt and plants. I’m glad you introduced me to the concept all those years ago.
      Today it is 50 degrees so I will be in the backyard cleaning up 7 days worth of dog poo that had frozen to the ice. It will be a whole different kind of smell.
      I agree with you on Dwayne Wade & Gabrielle Union – the example they are setting, especially because of their professions and reach, is priceless.

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  4. Tami Avatar
    Tami

    I bet you could be one of those southern haughty bullies that could slap someone with words and they don’t even realize it until later. You’re smart and quick like that. I’m not quick unless you count sarcasm and that’s just mean.
    I think gray cold winter gets to all of us. Or most anyway.
    Was the Superbowl on? 😜

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