A Fountain

I overflow with leaves that are slowly deteriorating

I took care of a few chores today so now I am reading. I have been slowly reading a scary book. Slowly because I just was not finding the right circumstances to read.

When I read I do not listen to music. I like to immerse myself in a book and I find music pulls me out.

The other day Corey and I were sitting in the living room and there was a very loud banging crash from somewhere towards the front door. I of course said, as one does, what was that‽ Corey said oh probably just Frank knocking something. Except all three animals were in the room with us. I got up and looked and my purse was in the middle of the hallway. Good thing I am not reading a scary book this week, right?

The whole aFIB thing has been terrible this past week.Seems to related to the terrible air quality currently. I have all three of my air cleaners running full blast during the day and I ordered new filters. I spent some time trying to logic out why pollutants would trigger afib and I have to assume it is an oxygen reaction, right? My lungs are a little wonky, go figure, and so this makes sense to me. I read on a cardiologist site about mild cardio exercise being a solution for some people during an afib episode. So, I am trying to make sure my respiration rate does not drop too low as it usually does in the evening since most of my afib issues occur after 7pm.

If I could choose to go back on my chemo meds and all their side effects or have afib I think I would choose chemo. At least with chemo I knew when and what was going to happen.

Going out for a nice dinner tonight. 🙂

Shot in my butt tomorrow.

Oncologist Thursday.

This will be a baby blanket soon. A couple of more inches around. The pattern is called Six DAY star baby blanket. I can only assume they do not actually know what the word day means and meant weeks.

Peace be with you my friends. Resist the hate and the grouping together of people in labels that are too black and white.