I find myself wanting to post really mean things on social media. I mean do you see a problem with that mentality? Just be nice and do what you need to do to feel good about yourself without expecting something in return.
Articles for May 2021
Just another morning
Planning my week. Or unplanning? Today is chemo day (immediate wave of nausea typing that) so not much will happen today or tomorrow. Wednesday will be okay, Thursday I should get it with a fever. I wonder if there is anything I can do to either stop that or...
Just waking up with words
I had dreams involving sickness and skin blisters and fingers turning black,and snakes, so many snakes. I have approximately 10023 things to do today. Mostly just involving moving things away from walls and creating clear paths to all the windows because tomorrow is new window & storm door day...
Just a Tuesday
I am feeling so disconnected from everything lately. I am sure there is a large percentage of the population who feels exactly the same way I do. I just want to sit in my chair and eat chocolate and ignore everything and everybody. I am not sad or anything,...
Planning for the worst, hoping for the best
It’s just what I’ve always done. I’ve always had a thought that one day I would wake up blind, ever since I was very young. Even to this day I think about it and mentally prepare myself for what I would do.Not having a landline phone would put a...
Holy Chemo Brain Batman!
I said to myself – Oh …I want to type that thought out. I think I will drop it on my blog. I clicked on Chrome, I clicked on my blog, and now I do not remember. Let’s see how long it takes me to remember. EDIT! Oh I...
My not New Car
It’s funny to be at an age that when thinking of a new car you start thinking of it being your last car. My car is a 2012 so everything falls out of warranty very soon. My car has been great and I would highly recommend. It is also...
Always Something New
Today I have my first appointment with a CranioSacral Therapist. I really like eating new food, and trying new experiences EXCEPT I dislike going to a place for the first time. It causes me anxiety. I spend a long time figuring out where it is, where will I park?...