Double Arghhhhhh

Some days I am just tired

• It has been one of my bad sleep stretches. Most nights I am hitting around six hours but they are broken up. Last night for the grand crescendo I fell asleep at 22:30 and woke up at 23:30 in full aFib. AFIB is just fucking scary and uncomfortable. You can know exactly what is happening but that does not help your body stop reacting to it. I know perfectly well that I am one of the lucky ones. Some people have Afib ALL THE TIME. I cannot even imagine how exhausting that is. I have it once in a while.
• What if I just need to laugh more to sleep better?
• I do not like the fact that I have changed one lifelong chronic condition for another. I wonder how often people think I am exaggerating?
• I think I am going to go play mahjong this afternoon. It has been months and months and I have probably forgotten all the rules.
• I love my Apple Watch more that any human should be allowed to love a piece of technology. Yesterday my friend sent me a message with one of the texting effects and it showed up on my watch! It was so cute. Imma going to need a list of who has iPhones so I can randomly send effects.
  Also – last night when I thought I was probably about to die in bed it took me 45 seconds to use my watch and find out what was going on. That is the reason I bought it, and it makes is all worth it for me.Even using the same technology it would take much longer to do the same thing on my android phone, and then with the changes Google made – up to TWO DAYS !
• Wait! Someone sent me a text! Gotta go send effects!
• Never mind. It was a serious text. Never appropriate for fun screen effects on a serious text.
• Alright. Wasted all morning. Going to go shower and