Author: T Murray

  • Can you my darlin’

    Can you picture this… I had an interesting (to me) realization about my brain at two this morning that I am hoping once I identified the problem I can work toward a solution. I am having trouble picturing things in my head. One of the ways I have always calmed my brain or problem solved…

  • Atychiphobia

    Fear of Painting your Bathroom My bathroom is very small. It will take me an hour to correctly tape & retape. It will take me two hours to paint if I am slow and careful. I have had paint colors in there for a week. I am procrastinating. I am anxious that it will not…

  • I Expressly forbid you to have Good Customer Service!

    I have in the past used social media to express dissatisfaction with companies. It is a very effective way to get your message across. Luckily I have not had too many bad experiences in the last few years. Now I am faced with a dilemma. Twitter is by far the most likely to garner a…

  • Blah Blah Blah

    I spent the overnight hours waking up every 90 minutes or so to my brain telling me all the ways that I am FAIL. I am a horrible person who fails at anything and everything. Yay Chemo drugs. NOT I assume that I am not the only one in the world that has this side…

  • A Mystery (maybe)

    This is a view of my neighbors house (sort of) from my back deck. As you can see the are very close. 40 feet? There is a stockade fence between us. The have lived there about 2 years? Maybe less. It’s a man and a woman. I have spoken to them a couple of times…

  • You’re all wrong!!!

    I’ve had thoughts about this before but I don’t think I’ve ever tried to put it in print. Sometimes I think about common ideas and what would happen if they were suddenly proven wrong or an idea that just no one had thought of before. For instance – what if it was suddenly and unexpectedly…

  • Last Night

    I had an amazing idea for a story and for a post. Sadly it was stolen by the sandman. The nice thing about condo life is when you have a package with a signature required being delivered and you won’t be home but your neighbor will. A quick note on the door tomorrow should solve…

  • Maybe I just need a nice Chianti

    I’m angry today. It’s my low chemical day which makes me cranky. Usually I am a quiet kind of cranky during chemo week but today I am starting to feel ragey. I’ve been thinking about it all day and trying to really narrow in on what is going on. I have figured out what is…

  • Tuesday

    To-Do List Empty dishwasher Empty Dryer Water Plants Wait for Stupid Delivery Figure out if I ordered a skirt in my sleep or if it was a dream *nope, it was real. Amazon needs a timer feature Go do some book-keeping Yoga Stretches (maybe schedule an appointment with Hannah too – I think I’ve waited…