I spent the overnight hours waking up every 90 minutes or so to my brain telling me all the ways that I am FAIL. I am a horrible person who fails at anything and everything.
Yay Chemo drugs. NOT
I assume that I am not the only one in the world that has this side effect but I do not think I ever hear it talked about. Maybe I will write up an article on it.
I believe it is just a chemical reaction. Something in my body chemistry goes wacky after the chemo drug and my brain focuses on anything and everything that can be considered negative. I think I am lucky because it only lasts for a couple of days and my logical brain is still in there somewhere and tells me it is just a side effect and I need to just make it through without dwelling on it.
On the good side of things my quest to try and eat at least three meals a day has made me feel stronger.