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Self Review
Somehow in the last few years a part of my personality has evolved and it came to my attention recently. I think it is a good thing. I think I, at this more advanced age am finally finding balance in my need to be liked / need to be genuine. This morning this image was…
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Nope, can’t think of a witty title
Today Facebook reminded me that this week, two years ago, was the last time I had a biopsy result with a positive find of cancer. Shortly after I switched chemo drugs and then at Christmas had the SBRT – aka laser knife – radiation on the tumor. So, coming up on two years NED again.…
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Nice people
I almost always assume people are decent and nice. I think it is honestly one of my better personality traits, I really do look for the good in people not the bad. It is funny how it can be the smallest thing. For Example: I had a very large box delivered from UPS. Not terribly…
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Auld Lang Syne
Okay first I am happy that I actually knew how to spell that. Things. So many things. My family all seems to be in a state of flux again. Everyone making changes, big and small. That is always unsettling and in my roll of feeling responsible for anything and everything it adds stress to me.…
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Okay, I know it’s only Wednesday but this has been a long and strange week. Yesterday I kept forgetting what day it was. Today I am feeling much closer to being my normal Tracy self. Tacos I grab pictures all the time to share but then a week later forget why I grabbed them. I…
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Gone….gone…gone…
Just typed out a long whiney post about my five days of sickness..it all disappeared. You’re welcome. Highlights Sick Blah Sweaty Gross Sunshine Puppies Getting Better
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Timing
The very best time to find a random lump in a random spot? Chemo day. I am up to two random lumps now The other one is probably a cyst underneath the skin and this one is probably a bunched muscle. It is on the same side as I am currently having problems with (massage…
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A work environment for neuro-divergent people
I have been lucky enough to have worked in many different environments over the years. Restaurants of all economic levels, bars, a newspaper, a collection agency, security companies, cancer support groups, local and global technology companies. I am sure I missed a few places in that list. All of these jobs taught me about working…
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Like a Bridge
I was thinking about friends and personalities There isn’t one type of person that everyone likes. You can have different tastes in people. Sometimes you may like a person because they always make you laugh, but maybe they are also terribly quick to anger when they are driving. A friend could have an unbelievable well…
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Tipping Points
Woke up in the early morning hours and could not fall back asleep. For some reason my mind decided to touch on all the things that weren’t calm and settled in may life instead of letting me focus on all the good. I have no plan for today. I can’t think of anything to spark…