My Garmin VivoSmart 3 has a graph that measures my stress level. Last year I noticed something unusual and I would like to know what it means. I have bitched and complained ad nauseam about my restless sleeping. I am, I am sure, the worlds lightest sleeper and wake...
Personal Blog
Talk to Me
I have talked before about my ambivalence about my ambivalence. I am both blessed and cursed with the ability to not react. I do not think it was something I was born with, I think it was a learned behavior but in most circumstances it now serves me well....
Just Talking
So interesting reading the world through social media these days. One of the things I’ve noticed is all the people making fun of all the people panicking over the Corona virus, but you know what I haven’t noticed? Anyone actually panicking. Have you? Do you actually see/know anyone who...
After Shocks AKA Side Effects
For the last couple of years I have been having infusions every three weeks of Kadcyla. In apples to oranges comparison it has relatively mild side effects. I get nauseated for a couple of days. I’ve been doing it for so long that just looking at the picture made...
My Cup did not runneth over
I have mechanical difficulties with my body. I am structurally not made correctly. I have thoracic outlet syndrome which basically means my top half, shoulder and clavicles and shoulder blades do not leave enough space for my muscles and nerves so things can go bad quickly. – went through...
Just The Negative
My neck is so tight. Maybe I am over-compensating one side for My shoulder is slowly regaining mobility but it still hurts when I move wrong or When I move in my sleep either one should or the other shoulder hurts. I am just exhausted Exhausted Exhausted Exhausted from...
Just the Positive
I love how quickly antibiotics work for me! I feel so much better now that the UTI is receding I am so happy with my new little car! I keep looking for reasons to drive someplace but it is too cold I have a massage scheduled in FIVE days!...
I am becoming a (ci)Pro at being sick!
It is difficult to explain to a new doctor why you did not realize you had something new wrong with you for so long. I have been feeling bad for a while, but could not really put my finger on why. I thought maybe it was just lack of...
Mini – Focus
So this is what happened. A few months ago Sean was in an accident and the car was totaled. It was very important for his brand new job that he have a car so he started taking my car. All Good. When I needed to be somewhere I got...
Tithe or ………
I may have talked about this years ago but it came up again so I will talk again. I was poor, hard scrabble, rolling pennies, going without kind of poor, for a long time. I’m not good at poor, but we did what we had to do. My kids...